Waving hand

I look at the sea out of the window in my room
I know you have a new girlfriend
its not as if I'm still in love with you
it just makes me sad whenever I think of it
cos I like to be alone most of the time
and you like to be with someone all the time

If I stay in your world for too long I’d lose my mind
I’m a girlfriend & buddy but not an accessory that you can wear all the time

You never seen a motorbike that you didn’t wanna ride
and I never met a dog that I didn’t like

Matt liked all of the dishes that I cooked
even if he didn’t I wouldn’t be offended

I had a dream that kissing you in prison when nobody around
doing something beautiful for some wrong reason
I made a wrong move and the guy dragged me out of the room

You took me to the big gate
opened it and pushed me away for my freedom
I said who wanted it anyway without you
the laughter made us forget everything
Included the sinful and love feelings

Now you are gone less than few months
that’s hardly time to bring a life to the earth
I hug my friends and take your picture off the wall
deleted the emails wrote some stupid sad nonsense in my blog

Before its time to leave you again
I’ve got some letters in my hand
one hand waving out the window

Today I’m watching the sea again.