Floating Leaves

The memories are floating leaves
Falling down from the blossom of my most beautiful gardens
I can't quite relax my fists on the moment
I wonder how did I become like this

You are staring at the bravest girl you have never met
and yet I shrink down to nothing at the thought of being watched
I think my heart is cold and and tangled up in winding weeds
I wanna stop breathing and being so afraid of showing my vulnerable heart
even though my hands are shaking and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all for you
A you that gonna walk in to my life any minute

These lips are cold and tightly shut
bound and broken by my own doing
I can't feel anymore
I need a touch to remind me I’m still me..

My soul is trembling, can’t live the rest of my life so guarded
Someone come save my soul and show me the way life should be