Crashing

Someone offers me a freelance translator job, there is a test attached in the email in my inbox, it’s so tempting that I want to get it done right away and submit it, this is a job that I always want to do.

But I didn’t, I have been working on my assignments on different subjects for weeks new, I’m so tired. Came back from apartment hunting on the past weekends, and then without getting any rest, I sit in front of my pc again, and struggled to get my works done, counting down my sleeping hours every night, when there are 4 hours left to my wake up time, I force myself to sleep.

Sometimes you are just driving your dream so far away by chasing after your dreams, aren’t you?

You get depress when you stop, and get stress when you start again, I have chosen stress over depress, it’s not a choice at all, isn’t it?

I should get back to work now, 3 more hours to work.