Sunday, 22 July 2007

A letter to Aurora

Dear Aurora,

We have spoken earlier on the phone, and you had absolutely brightened up my day. There are some certain similarities we share but there is something I really want to tell you.

I think you are drowning in the bad circulation you have created for yourself like what I did before. We have been trying to make ourselves happy, but sometimes we are just not sure about what we really want to do and this kind of confusion makes us a very good observer, because sometimes we have the illusion of feeling happy by owning or having something people are craving for. To cut short the paragraphs, and avoid all these dull explanations. I made them into simple point forms for your easier digestion ;)

1. You don’t settle for less, admit it, you always feel bad about that although settling for less than you expected does make life easier.

2. You are a warrior of life, and goal-oriented, or else the depression wouldn’t hit you unexpectedly randomly when simple things ‘inspired’ you. You are doomed to have the life you want, settle for less doesn’t make you happy at all.

3. The only way to make yourself happy is to live the deal life in your mind, Dragon Capricorn, this is the combination of the warrior of dreams, you are ambiguous enough to go for your dreams step by step, it’s not easy sometimes, but all the pains it will bring you are the answers of many reasons of persuading your ideal happy life.

4. Bike-carrier / gigolo / getting a rich partner / makes you happy in a short term, make your life seems easier, but it can’t prevent you from attacking by the depression and down at night or when you are truly facing yourself.

5. People only would be brave and strong, stress-and-depression-proof even in great pain when they are doing things for reasons of getting a better life, and fulfilling their goals and dreams.

Aurora, you are strong, warm, beautiful and unique, let yourself become the real power by stabilizing your life, but not only some sort of colorful light that people admire and amaze randomly, you can do way more than just that, you can absolutely brighten up people’s hearts like what you do to me.

You should hold my hand when you feel lost; I will always bring you back to where you belong with my unicorn, the dream guardian.

Love you

Pica-corn

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