Forgetfulness is a bless

People say I’m smart, flattered but honestly don’t agree with them, according to their theory, my smartness is constructed from the elements below:

Sensitive / formidable intuition

Open mined to new things

Curiosity to life

Good memories

Hard working

A bless or a curse? If the above are blesses, then why would I be so depress?

Sensitive / formidable intuition–

I sense lot of things, feelings or atmospheres that most of the people would never sense or simply ignored them.

Open-minded – People know I forgive, and I would accept all kinds of excuse as long as they try their luck on me, just too kind, and feel sorry for the liars.

Curiosity to life – Which always brings me to new challenges, which normally people won’t face, because I simply think that there is no ‘model’ life, or different kind of lives to live, we simply create our own live.

Good memories – I can always forgive, but never really forgot, it’s a curse believe me.

Hard working- opportunities are for the man who is ready; hence I always work more than other do.

Recently I found that I in fact have been cursed in the past few years, people say that if you can fall at sleep the moment you lie on bed, and don’t wake up until the alarm ring, then this is the biggest bless ever. While I have to find different methods getting my eyes closed, yet, I woke up when the sun raised.

Too much things in mind, and haunting by one face, I just learnt to set myself free, learnt it from my enemy, concentrate on one thing each time, be in the flow, and follow it.

Forgetfulness is a bless, if smartness is a curse, then god bless my stupidity.