the Blossom has come but the bee is gone

Ahhh……………how great life can be, I really want to say I had never felt this content before, but I know this is not trueJ Well, there were certain different high level of satisfactions in the pass, and I can still remember how did I feel at those moments, I can’t even think about them for too long because this cause breathing problem ;) :P

Nothing big happened in my life, but I recently got a new job and I moved to a new apartment, I’m now working for the industry I like, and living in a magical place…hehe I know that I always exaggerated my feelings when I’m in love with people or things, but it’s just because my senses are super sensitive…heheh

I love being at home, I love the sceneries on the way to work, and the sea and grass breeze at night around my apartment. I love this place; it makes me feel sooooo good.

Although I’m not in the dark period anymore (it seems to be like this, and I hope it is), but I lost a person who were there all the time when I was sad and depressed, no, he is still alive, and Yes, we both just started our new lives…separately…hehehe, but I think only few of you here understand what I’m saying here, NO, no sad or exotic love story here. ;)

And about my work place, it’s closed to the airport ;) as you can imagine my eyes are so busy everyday, and interesting stories happen all the time…heheh

I haven’t been this satisfied and happy for a long time, and I can see that the good things are happening; at least I have the energy to deal with them. J

I haven’t feel like loving myself soo much for a long time, thanks for the ones who cares and loves me so much, I won’t let you down, and I will get myself a husband to round your dream, hehehehe . :D ;)