Smell right

The more I’m with cow, the more I realized that the relationship with T was unhealthy, and destined to failure, that explain all the unspoken problems, and uncertain feelings I had with T.

Cow is the one who would hold my hand and explore the world together; we are both adventurous, and not afraid of rigors we face in the trips. We don’t have the habit of eating in super fancy restaurants, and clubbing in one of those world famous clubs in town, the point is, when we are together, we just focus on each other, and those materials things are completely forgotten, endless discussions about the headlines, cultural problems, humanity, to relationship, and our childhoods…etc, he is like my soul mate, who I make sweet love with.

While T was like an ideal husband, and bf, there is nothing you can pick on him, and if there is a list of best husband / bf requirements, you won’t see a sing cross on it. He is easy going, thoughtful, kind, and he has life style, good manner. Perfect, right? That’s is it, and that’s all he has.

All my gfs blamed me by choosing Cow, what they can see is the idealistic T, and a gothic Cow. Sometimes their opinion caused confusion to me, especially when Cow and I have been separated for too long, but just one phone call, Cow gained back all my trust, and I know I love him, as the way he loves me.